i dont wanna fall asleep cos i miss you babe
and i dont wanna miss a thing
im at steph's hse now :) gna meet sq ltr for her very belated bday celebration. i love all these meeting ups :) though its not very often. oh well. they will be more treasured than ever :) she ws making me listen to hokkien songs. the songs were melancholic and sad and she looked so solemn i didnt knw whether to laugh or to try to appreciate the hokkien kim po ying song. hahaha. we laughed, we talked, we ate chocolates! :D i love you queenie! thanks for being there!!
ystd ws brendan's early early bday bbq! happy birthday, spongebob! :) thanks for having me over. your party ws quite fun la. me+ele ate up all your grapes and got very high jst doing that. hahah the vodka was so strong and stingy! sorry that we were so bleah halfway (not aa k!) and also that we suddenly went up for supper (im not dirty!) after disappearing for 1.5hrs. haha at least we talked! and saved you momentarily from the drunk ah peks! haha hope youre feeling much better! :)
and the danceworks thingy was lots of fun! though the ending was kinda screwed..oh well. still, had fun! :D was VERY sweaty and sticky though. the eyeliner ws a constant worry :| and the midriffs!! yikes. tummy tummy when we sit down, not good. poo. made me all conscious. and ele+janice, stop teasing me abt non existent stuff! -big eyed glare. haha anw, the dancers did a great job! im sure they'll do well in the finals!
went to fetch tings from the airport on thurs :) im glad to see you again girlie! love you. see you monday! hope youre having a blast with joyce here :)
had 'headache' on tues and went to hwing's hse to watch qiu tian de tong hua. yknw the korean show..cant rmb the english translation for the title of the show but anw we cried buckets. watched for like, 9hrs straight!! and i was being very fat and gross. eating like theres no tomorrow. :| but anw it ws loads of fun too, now that i think back to that day. hahaha. im COMPLETELY in love with taixi. -silly grin.
anw hwing! hope youre feeling alright :( yikes. we shldnt hv talked abt it if it made you increasingly upset. anw thanks for trying to perk me up on friday. haha was being such a sulk.
i'll never break your heart
i'll never make you cry
i'd rather die
believe me now
i'll give you all of me now
honey believe me
k im like, typing out the songs that are in steph's playlist. haha.
anw, this week has been pretty good :) amidst all sadness. myriad of emotions but at the end of it all, i think people around me were fab and made me laugh like a shithead.
sigh, results out tmrw. trying not to think of it. pls pls pls let it be fine. actually i dont knw wht im expecting. cos i cant decide whether to stay in cj. its quite an odd thought, considering how i despised it violently and the fact that its not academically strong or whtever. but ive had so much fun, the people there were really goodness gracious, whether to laugh with or to laugh at, OR to ogle at. hahah. well. shall ponder on that when the need arises :|
ele! midget gem, i swear i love you. hahaha was GREAT talking to you nonstop for 1.5hrs randomly till my stomach (and your throat) cldnt take it at that walkway of brendan's nice house. hahah. ROMANTIC huh. :) -big major hug. dont be so fierce and negative, silly girl! deadly glares are reserved only for certain people only. haha. im so glad we talked. xxoo!!
dada! i miss you too dsf :( reply my letter!!
// and the rapid river will bring the two paper boats together, despite their fragility, slowly but surely, washing away all that brought them apart :)
as you can see, im trying to be positive here.
will not dwell in stuff that upset me! -shakes head!
thanks, everyone who made me smile (you knw who you are)! for being there when i was going through sucky rough patches and cldnt crack a smile. im so so so glad. it meant a lot :)
my cheesiness is burgeoning.
shall cease it at once!
long entry :)
hope next week will be good.
//impossible ; christina aguilera.
